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[Sunday
May 14th, 2006 at
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Its been raining out for way to many days.
Everything in this town is flooding.
My mom and my sisters can't even stay at their house tonight.
Their house is going to flood before the day is over.
No school tomorrow cause of all the flooding.
I wish the rain would stop.
I need more books to read.
Summers almost here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)
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[Sunday
May 14th, 2006 at
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I am very content right now.
with everything in my life.
i'm smiling.
tonight was such a good night.
i can out sweating and barely able to breath.. just what i planned on doing. :)
righteous jams and guns up were amazing! definatly my favorite 2 sets of the night.
have heart shipwreck blacklisted and resist were really good too.
I got to see tiffa and kelly. which i was very excited about.
i love those girls.
i wish we hungout more.
kristen was there too. i havent seen her in forever! haha i made her go to the front with me for righteous jams.. just cause i knew shed like being up there.. but wouldnt go up there unless forced. haha :)
i wish angela wasnt sick so she could have enjoyed the show more and actually gotten to see all the bands.. she would love rj live.. she already loves them anyways. shes just like her brother.. and its really quite hilarious.
everything about tonight was just good.
maybe things are gunna start looking up again.
calling drivers ed this week.
mmmhmmm. i wish i had started in january.. i'd basically have my license already. damn.
whatever.
i love feeling like this...
after really good shows when you go to them.. and you have a heavy weight of frustration and emotion filled up inside you.
and then you go and you dance and you sing your heart out.
because its what you love and its what you do and you come out of the show dripping in sweat voice cracking heart pounding lungs stinging body aching and that weight is all gone. its one of the best feelings in the world.
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[Thursday
May 11th, 2006 at
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Eyes stinging from holding back tears.
Stomach turning over and over and over.
Lump like a frog in your throat.
Wanting to cry your eyes out.
Waiting for your heart to jump out of your chest.
Wanting to just drop everything.
Wanting to stop trying.
Promising yourself your never going to let yourself feel this way again.
Thats what it feels like.
thats what i feel like way to often.
I want it to stop.
I wish boys would stop leading me on.
Everytime I think its going to be different.
Its not!
I need it to stop.
I never want to feel like this again.
This is the lowest I've felt in months
Everything has been going so good.
and one thing can just make you feel like so low.
its horrible.
I give up.
Come get me,
Fall for me.
I'm sick of falling and having no one there to catch me.
I just need to go out with my friends.
Forget everything.
Feel better and have fun.
This weekend i'll be able to forget everything.
I'll be able to let out every emotion.
Saturday cant come soon enough.
its going to save me. I know i'm going to have so much fun.
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[Wednesday
May 10th, 2006 at
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Today I had a relatively good day at school for once.
Studio painting first.. My painting is gradually becoming better, and I'm learning how to be patience.
Which is really good.
But I got purple paint on my favorite pants today.
It better come out. I'll be soo mad.. cause i literally have like 3 pairs of jeans. hahah
May is like my month.
I mean i really dont want to jinx anything. But things have been going so good for me.
I love it!
Today I dropped off the papers so i can hopefully get that job. I'm in serious need of money!
My dads supposed to be calling driver ed. He better do it tomorrow. I need to learn how to drive.
My life basically depends on it... literally. haha
I was so surprised i didnt fall asleep in any of my classes today. Not even spanish.. which is my regular nap period. hahah
I'm proud of myslef.. Although i started to doze off in Geometry.
I took a very nice long nap at my nanas house.
Jill came down to visit today too.
So i got my hair cut.. and we had fun talking and stuff.
Abby and I played a slepping game. haha.
I'm so glad shes not a big baby anymore and we can beat on each other. She slapped me in the face today. haha It was hilarious.
I was so hyper tonight.. I dont even know where the energy came from... One minute i was sleeping and the next i was full of energy and running around the house. haha.
I found out sarahs coming home for a little while on the 24th.. and we're celebrating everyone in Mays birthdays that night. which will be fun i guess.
I'm just excited to see sarah. I miss her.. I miss her living here soo much. It was nice having another girl in the house... Especially one older whos gone through everything i am.. it was nice having someone like that here all the time to talk to... eh. i'm excited shes coming home to visit!
Sundays mothers day......
I'm not spending it with my mother...
Shes taking my sister somewhere for her birthday.
So i guess i'll be waking up early to go see my cousins at my nanas house for breakfast... or maybe not..
I dont know what my dad wants to do yet. whatever.
life is good. :)
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[Tuesday
May 9th, 2006 at
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I decided not to go to school today.
Cause when my dad woke me up i had a tummy ache and i was still really tired.
Needless to say hes pretty mad at me. :(
Hopefully by the end of the week hes over it.
I hate how i cant sleep at night. No matter whatr i do. I just cant fall asleep.
Last night i should have been able to fall asleep fine. I did a lot yesterday.. I should have been so tired. But i wasn't.
I cant wait for summer to get here.
28 more days of school.
Thats not counting the days off or half days that we're supposedly going to have.
i'm supposed to be starting drivers ed soon.
I should have already started like 5 months ago.
But my parents suck at making arrangments and such.. unless its to benifit them. hahaha
i slept all day. and i've been in a bad mood all day.
Just thinking about stuff... Thinking to much about stuff.
i hate it.
hopefully the rest of the week is as good as the past 2 days have been.. and not at all like today.
hmmm. why do i update so often. no one goes on livejournal anyways..
eh.whatever.
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[Monday
May 8th, 2006 at
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TODAY MAY 8TH 2006 was like a dreammm.
It was so good.
I was happy for more than half of the day.
Like extatic happy.
Like smiling while i was walking through the halls happy.
I paied attention to people who i saw in the halls today.
So i could talk to certain people.
ANTHINY CAME HOME TODAY!
amazing.
Its almost like he never left.
It was like a dream.. Like it was last night and i was dreaming that all this would happen.
maybe if you wish for something hard enough and long enough it really does come true.
or maybe its just if a bunch of people wish for the same thing it has to come true.
whatever it is. hes back in action.
first thing he said to me is "hey slut"
ahahhah. same old anthiny.
we went to tacobell and little mitch ellie rocco brandon matt and some other kid were already there.
then me matt joncon anthiny matt ellie and rocco went to cashmens and played basketball.
haha i was the first one to get a basket in so i was first captin. i had to play barefoot. haha
and it was the greatest game of basketball ever. we couldnt see shit cause it was so dark and we all suck so bad. haha
god today was so fun.
i hope i stay in this good mood for a couple days. i really like it. :)
ohh yeah i played with the cutest little kids today. haha.
we played paddle ball for like hours until the ball fell off the string.
and then my sister abandonded me and i played soccer and catch and monkey in the middle with these 2 little kids.
it was nice.hahah
have i mentioned i love my life right now.
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[Sunday
May 7th, 2006 at
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Kristin woke me up this morning at like 9:30 to go to the flea market!
haha. i'm glad she did though. We had a lot of fun. :)
It was just us girls for once. haha
She got the cutest purse. We're gunna make that a sunday thing i think.
I believe next weekend i'm gunna get the purse i wanted and maybe a necklace or a pair of earings. haha
The boys are gunna kill her.. haha we were talking about how they're gunna yell at her.
Our impression of them "We let you have little jenn for an hour not even and look what you did!"
hahah.
I didnt think i was going to that show today. But i got to go.
I went with manda. I havent been to a show with her or basically talk to her in forever.
I got to see him too :).
thats pretty much the only reason i went. ohh and to see shoot to kill. but we missed them.
I wish i wasnt such a shy girl.
I want to be able to make the first move.
I want to be able to go for what i want.
Maybe i'm just afraid of rejection and looking like an idiot.
i wanted to hold his hand.
and give him the biggest hug in the world.
and just be with him.
it was nice just being with him though.
cause i never get to see him.
it made my weekend so much better.
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[Sunday
May 7th, 2006 at
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This weekend has been so lame.
Seriously. probably one of the lamest weekends i've had in the past 5 months.
I had such a bad week at school and now this weekend sucks.
Not only does it just suck like we havent really done anything remotly that exciting.
But i have a lot of anger and emotion stored up inside of me.
and i doubt i'm going to make it to a show tomorrow. So i'm obviously fighting someone this week
or crying myself to sleep sometime this week when things are really to much for me to handle myself.
maybe we'll wind up doing something good tomorrow.
i doubt it.
maybe i'll get to go to that show.
i doubt that too.
i realized today that i really dont like some people.
like just in general. i dont like them.
but i'm still nice to them regarless.
so i guess i am a nice person most of the time.
which is good.
today we went to the beach.. i guess that waspretty nice.
me kristin and cassie but our feet in the water.. and then my pants got soo soaked cause the water came up to high.
haha. and obviously my pants got the wetest cause i rule.
i'm bored. and home. and in a wicked bad mood. and trying to cheer myself up. or just not think about anything
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[Friday
May 5th, 2006 at
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Obviously i'm wicked pissed off.
This is the first time i've been home at all on a friday night.
I hate it. Tonight was absolutly pointless.
I'm so bored. I hate this so much.
This weekend is obviously going to be total shit. I'm not even really up for boston tomorrow.
I just want to have fun. I know boston will obviously be fun. But i want to go to the free show.
joncons a big gay and he likes black my heart. I don't want to go to that show at all. i hate black my heart so much.
even though i know all the words to everyone of their songs. Shitty people go to their shows and i will fuck up so many people if i have to go to that.
All i want to do. Is have a nice day with the people who matter.
See everyone i want to. Have fun. and not get made fun of the whole day.
i'm so sick of everything around here.
Its basically the same thing over and over again.
I love hanging out with them obviously cause we have fun and their basically my best friends. But i need a little change in my life.
Something needs to change. Something new needs to happen. I should get my license. i need to get that job.
all i want is to have someone to hold me, and take walks with, and to hold hands with, and to hug and kiss, and have a relationship with.
thats all.
psi'mlame.
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[Friday
May 5th, 2006 at
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Soooo. theres this hottie. who i don't see nearly enough. and i want to hangout with real soon.
and i just thought you all should know.
hahaha.
btw. any music suggestions.. stuff that i can download woul be greatly appreciated.
I need more good music on my computer.
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[Thursday
May 4th, 2006 at
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I'm in such a better mood now.
I love my friends so much. They cheer me up so much.
We went to the mini-ramp and watched the boys skate for forever!
Then we went to the park on hildale so the boys could play basketball. i played a little too.
I like basketball. haha i was trying to play soccer with the basketball though.
I miss soccer so much... I don't know why i stopped. I could've made room for it in my schedual.
Maybe i'll just go to a practice sometime. mmmhmmm. That'd be nice.
I finally got my phone back! :)
yaaaay. no more being lost. haha.
I downloaded some bayside acoustic stuff. I really want to get the whole cd. I love their acoustic stuff.
Its better live though. Ever since that show i saw them at. I almost cried during their set it was so good. hahah.
I'ma big baby! haha
I wish i was going to see taking back sunday tomorrow night. sucks they were all sold out when i found out about it. Oh well they're supposed to be coming back around here soon anyways. Anyone want to come with me!?!
I wanna go to the movies really bad sometime soon.
I wanna see ATL. yeah. or that movie with the gymnastics. hahah
i can't wait until summer. It was soo nice out today.
hmmm. I want to hangout with more people. If i haven't hungout with you in a while or you want to hangout. Lets make plans. :)
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[Thursday
May 4th, 2006 at
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The past few days have been horrible!
yesterday I got into a huge fight with my dad right when i woke up.
So that put me in a bad mood for the rest of the day. Not to mention that nothing good at all came out of yesterday.
my computer broke yesterday. so not only was i stuck home with nothing to do. but i was stuck home with no contact with anyone but my sister and the people whos phone numbers i could find... which were the ones i didnt want to talk to.. cause i lost my cell phone too.
that little bitch Sergio.. STOLE MY PENCIL!! yesterday... so i'm a nice person... and even though i hate this kids guts! i lend him a pencil when he needs one which is basically everyday cause hes a lazy asshole... and yesterday.. I did not get my pencil back. Last day of school i'm kicking that kids ass. i hate him sooo much. He made my day even worse.. just ask sam i was so pissed. haha.
But at lunch i did get to see a fight. First fight i've actually gotten to witness at school this year. haha it was pretty awsome.
I came home and slept yesterday and didnt wake up until like 10. Then watched csi and ate some food. and then i couldnt get back to sleep. :(
Today was just as bad. I woke up soo early. i went to school in a bad mood. came home in a bad mood.
I'm in a little bit of a better mood though. curdisy of my grandfather fixing my computer.. and meghan durst leaving me a comment that says.."1. They can't handle the jennn" hahah. I love her. school was the same again... Its always the same. Although i feel like i'm definatly starting to resent the place more. Is that even possible? I think about what school i could possibly switch to everyday.. thats so bad. My dads fed up with me. :(
I did get to talk to tyler yesterday though... that was good. Best friends fo' life! haha :)
Its so nice out today. BEAUTIFUL! to bad i have nothing to do. I'll probably go hangout with kristin and the boys later. which will be good.
This weekend doesn't seem to have anything relatively good or exciting going on.. I wish it did. I need something to happen.
May 13th can't come soon enough. I just want to be at that show right now. I know its going to be so worth this wait. i've been pumped for it since i found out about it. haha
I've really been thinking about things lately. I'm not really sad but i'm not really that happy with where i am in life.
I need something of substance in my life. Something i care about that makes me happy. Something i can look forward to.
I need now.. more than i have ever that feeling that i've wanted for forever. that feeling of being in love. i want that now more than anything..
:/ blah. i need to cheer up!
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[Tuesday
May 2nd, 2006 at
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School was Blah today.
It rained all day. Which made the day crappy. Even now its still raining.
Good lunch today though. With Melissa and cassie and sam and meghan. :)
On the way to lunch we were walking behind a group of spanish girls and they were walking sooo slow. So melissa goes "I don't think i could walk any closer to this girl" So the girls turned around and gave her a look.. Then her friend dropped her pen. Obviously on purpose. right in front of me and i didn't even notice until she goes STOP! and sticks her arm out right in front of me so i walk right into it.. I was like "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!" That bitch is lucky i had a good period before that cause during history earlier today i wanted to get into a fight... Cause i was fed up with a good majority of the schools population.
Other than that i had a good day though. I remembered to bring in some objects for my project in studio painting. Its going to look neat. I brought in a show flyer, some cute heart shaped beads from ashleys party, a cd, my head phones, my camera, the pin i got for little mitches band, and a ticket to bradford ski. I think it represents me pretty good. Mostly things to do with music.. which is basically my life. If i can find my medal from last indoor soccer season i'll bring that in. :)
i can't wait for school to get out. It cant come soon enough.
June 10th i might be going on a canoeing trip thing with my mom and that penguines ski club thing shes gunna be part of next year. I want to take a friend with me. I just have no idea who would go or how much it would cost for them to come...
If anyones interested let me know and i'll ask my mom if i can bring a friend...
This summer we're finally going to go on the camping trip my dad promised us a while ago. When we each get to bring a friend. Once again... I have no idea who i'm going to bring... haha
So much is going on. I cant wait for MAY 13TH! Guns up cd release. Its going to be insane. I'm so pumped.
I'm still kind of stuck on what i wrote about last night.
But i'm trying not to think about it so much.
on another note.
I've realized that i've had a crush on him since the day i meet him. :)
haha. i hope we get to hangout more.
ps. New found glory is amazing.
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[Monday
May 1st, 2006 at
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Its pretty cool how you deleted me from your myspace. hah realll mature. Like i wouldnt notice. You were in my top 8. Whatever, i dont really care. I don't have feelings for you anymore anyways... i actually am not even sure i ever did. But whatever i doubt i'm going to be talking to you ever. So have a nice life. :)
I'm really just need to meet some genuinly nice people. Who i can get along with.
Or just hangout with more that i already know.
I feel like shit right now. Even thought for the most part my day was good.
I dont have any idea why i feel like this either.
I'm getting back to that feeling where all i really want is a relationship.
Thats all i've wanted for a while. Its a bit rediculous.
Maybe i'm just not meant for one.
I just want something with meaning. Something i can be proud of. Something that i know counts.
Something that will count when i look back on it in the future... Something with someone who means something to me.
I want a realtionship. Thats what i'm looking for.
I'm so sick of meeting boys that just mess with my head.
It seems to me those are really the only kind i ever meet.
Maybe i should just give up and what is be.
I usually do that for a while.. But then i get these times when i just feel like is it ever going to happen.
I've seriouly been thinking that i'm not the dateable type person.
maybe. :(
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[Sunday
April 30th, 2006 at
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This weekend was soo much funnn.
Friday night. hahahaha yeah rediculous. but sooo much fun.
Saturday was kinda boring without the boston trip... oh well.
Billerica show was fun. Basically all the bands sucked though.
We really only watched lost at sea and what friends are for when we first got there..
Then we went exploring and got chinese food. I got chicken fingers and they came out with this MASSIVE plate of them. hahaha
I ate like 4 and then i was full. haha.
when we went back it started to get progressively better.
umm. wld was good and the rest of the bands we watch i had fun dancing and whatever.
I got to see sooo many people that i wanted to see soo bad and a ton of people i haven't seen in a looong time.
it was sooooo much fun. I really like enjoying myself like i did. haha
when i got back to my moms house my little sister had her obnoxious friend over. and she at my chicken fingers cold!?! wtf. thats sooo grosss!
hah yeah but they were being crazy. and i had to fight her for the bed cause my other little sister emily took the couch which is my bed there and she took my blanket too. like seriouly what a bitch! hahaha.
all i wanted to do when i got home was watch a movie and talk to someone on the phone. which is weird cause i never like to talk on the phone.
but i couldn't think of anyone to call who i wouldn't wake up and piss off. haha
today was A LOT of fun. haha.
UP THE PUNX!
haha punk shows are rediculous.
little mitches band is so good. Apeshit and slobber knock where amazing obviously.
Hammer bros was sooo good and i'm soo glad they played cause i got sooo into it. hahah.
the crew was awsome too.
It was just a lot of fun.
Taco bell party after was awsome too.
Gosh i love my friends and i love my life.
I really feel like my life has been getting progressivly better.. for the most part anyways.
I'd like to have more friends in the haverhill area. you know meet some people that don't suck.
Or just have some cool kids move here. haha
But other than that and a few things my life is going soo good.
Almost summer time and i can already tell its gunna be rediculous.
I seriously cannot wait.
hopefully getting my license and that job soon too btw. :)
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[Thursday
April 27th, 2006 at
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I was thinking about this today when i was supposed to be taking down notes for my gemometry quiz tomorrow..
I really really really want to go to a red sox game this summer.
I've never been to one. and i like the red sox.. i like baseball .I mean i'm not like a die hard fan. But i like the game.
I mean i like soccer and basketball better. haha
But yeah i just think it would be cool to go to a red sox game with some friends.
Soooo get at me if ya interested. fa reall. :)
ohhh and i had a really good day today.
Allie and I went to the beach and she got her saves the day tickets and then we got BEACH PIZZA!
hahahah i loooove my life.
ohh and i'm wicked sweet.
and when we're stopped at reds lights i yell "I LIKE BIG DICKS!" when old people are driving up next to us.
hahah. cause thats how i roll.
idiot! hahaha
i loooooove myself. and my liffffffe.
i'm sooooo happy! haha
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[Thursday
April 27th, 2006 at
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Its soo late. and i should really go to bed now, cause i have school tomorrow.
But i'm really not tired., and i know i'm going to regret staying up so late when i have to wake up tomorrow morning.
Ohh well i guess. I think i'm getting a little bit tired.
I cant wait for summer. Its going to be so good i can feel it.
I really hope i get to hangout with EVERYONE i want to this summer.
Not just the kids i love to hangout with... But the kids i'd Love to hangout with.
Have soo many sleepovers like last summer. LIVIN IT UP! :)
I'm excited, If you want to hangout with me this summer you better call me! not just say you want to hangout and then never make plans with me.
I'm sick of people doing that.
haha i can't wait to sit on my lawn or in my drive way in the middle of the night with a big group of my friends.. and rap on my lawn and have grass fights.. and have melissa make big holes in my lawn from them and play soccer in my backyard with the music blaring out my window. and dancing on my front lawn and walking to no where and show and shows and shows and uhhh soo much. Dodgeing traffic on skateboards and water fights and sooo much more.
This summer i know will be soo much better.
I am hopefully getting my license sooooon! and then i'm hopefully getting a car even sooner! and then i'll be able to hangout with anyone and everyone!
and if you have a car and your license then you better come hangout with me toooo!
hahaha
I'm seriously soo pumped, Its crazy. I cant wait.
I wanna hangout with so many people that i haven't really been hanging out with lately.
ohh gosh just thinking about it. Starting the count down.
These last couple months of school are gunna be complet hell just thinking about how much fun this summer is going to be.
:) :) :) :)
I'm sooo happy!
ahh i love reminicing. :)
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[Wednesday
April 26th, 2006 at
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School was relatively okay today.
My first few periods went by fast and easyyy. Although i forgot my locker combination so i couldn't get it open to get my Lit. book out.
We're reading juleus ceaser. Its a good thing i did soo good the first 3 terms in English, cause Mrs.Roche said its going to be hard this term.
I don't think I'll do to bad. Hopefully i can keep my B average in her class for the term. English is kinda my thing i guess. hahahah.
Long period geometry... i do believe Mrs. Pollack has completly given up on me. Now that she realizes I've given up on her class.
Failing 3 terms. Yeah I don't think I'm doing anything the rest of the year. hahah No way am I going to pass so why bother. I don't get it no matter how hard I try.
Math in general just isn't my thing. I sit in the front row... and I fell asleep today. Like theres no way you didn't know that i was asleep and not paying attention and she didn't say a word to me. haha.
We have to do a Heros project in health. I really have no idea who I'm going to do for a hero. && I have to figure that out tonight.
I don't really no who I'd pick to be my hero. Theres no one i really look up to actually.
Last period was just rediculous. I swear my hirstory class is whacked. Sergio is the most IGNORANT and RACIST person i've ever meet. Its unbelieveable.
Especially today. I swear by the end of the school year i'm going to put him in his place. By this i mean i'm going to lay him out! (knock him out) How will this put him in his place you may ask.. Well its simple. He'll be put in his place simply because he got knocked out by a small WHITE GIRL!
I was rudely awoken by a very racist controverisal argument going on in my class. Which was brought about by Sergio. I seriously know for a fact that no matter how much you say you are not racist or anything like that... You indeed are.
EVERYONE is a little racist and one of the spanish girls in my class actually went about to say that spanish people are very racisit only because if you say something to them they get very offensive.
Chris brought up a very good point today though. Why should minorities get to say whatever they want to someone else and not be considered racisit when they infact are being racist. i don't know it was just a very rediculous converstaion that brought about some very good points. But thats more for a debate class than my history class that i was trying to sleep in! hahaha
The weeks almost over.. I'm very happy about that. I wish my hair would grow faster, I just need to know if i like it long or not. hahaha
I'm getting the papers i need to fill out for my job today! :)
Hopefully this weekend is fun.
Anyone want to hangout?
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[Tuesday
April 25th, 2006 at
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Going back to school after vacation really helped me realize that i don't like my school at all.
I can barely stand anyone but a few people that go there.
Its probably one of the worst schools in the state.
There was a gas leak monday morning. We should have been sent home.
There was no heat at all in any of my classes either. So we were all freezing cold and complaining all day.
I'm still not liking studio painting.
I cannot wait until next year.
The classes that i picked are classes that i really want to take... So hopefully i get into all of them. Then i'll actually have a reason to wake up every morning.
A lot of people in my classes noticed my hair. :)
I like it a lot.
My mother... basically. She ditched me once again tonight.
I'm with her this weekend and thats putting me in a bad mood.
I dislike her a lot.
I wish i had more people i could trust in my life.
I've been let down and hurt so much since this year has begun.
But the past 2 months other than losing one of my best friends. I've gained 4 friends that i wouldn't trade for the world.
I guess i'm pretty happy with my life for the most part right now.
theres just a few things that are holding me back from being completly happy.
Hopefully that'll change soon.
actually i know it will once summer comes.
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[Saturday
April 22nd, 2006 at
10:05am] |
i'm at kristins house! :) hahha
umm last night was fun. me kristin and cassie went to the beach.
i got the biggest fried dough ever! holy crap!
and vault in a can! :)
hahaha
it was fun.
yesterday i hungout with becca and we walked around.
iwe dyed my hair!
it looks really good. at least i think so.
after that i went and hungout with joncon. kristin, matt,rocco,and kyle,
after they all left it was me joncon and matt just hangin out.
so we went under the bridge and the weiners were there.. so was doritio. haha
then we went back to meet allie jason and one of their friends. and then we all hungout at mcdonalds.
we never wound up leaving cause everyone just kept showing up.
and i mean like literally EVERYONE!
so i got to hangout with.. not only those listed above.. but little mitch, tom, tyler, steve tony, the bell, paul, maddie, and sooo many other kids.
it was sooo much fun.
got home at like midnight and then talked on the phone for like an hour.
haha. sooo long.
well yeah we're gunna go to boston soon. peace!
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[Tuesday
April 18th, 2006 at
11:43am] |
This vacation so far has gone good.
Thursday night, Friday night, and Saturday night i hung out with joncon matt kristin and rocco.
Thursday jason hungout with us too. And saturday he came into boston with us.
Quick boston trip this week. that was weird. hahah
Over the tops last show on saturday night was amazing!
so much fun. i love harder the fight. and OTT went out good.
sunday went to bernys for easter dinner.
that was fun.
went to the movies with dad and the sisters and saw take the lead.
yesterday went to the beach with allie.
got beach pizza and a candy apple! :)
walked on the beach for like 2 seconds. haha
Last night hungout with joncon kristin matt rocco and little mitch.
watched the cave at kristins house.
today no idea what i'm doing.
or what i'm doing tonight.
or for the rest of the week.
but i know it will be good! :)
ps. had a job interview today. it went well. :)
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[Friday
April 14th, 2006 at
5:14pm] |
getting ready to go out and hangout with rocco kristin joncon matt and myabe kendra?
you know the usual.
i love my life soo much.
tomorrow is going to be awsome.
i spent the day cleaning my room.
its so clean its creepin me out.
hahaha.
i cleaned house too! :)
my dad gave me 20 bucks to do it too.
yaaay!
I don't know what we're doing tonight. but it should be fun.
we always have fun. hahah
ummm tomorrow probably going to the beach with mally! :)<3
hopefully.
and then Over the tops last show!
get into it.
its gunna be soooooooooo gooooooood!
i'm excited. :)
life is soooo goood right now.
although i do need a job. hah
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[Monday
April 10th, 2006 at
2:58pm] |
life is good.
friends are rediculously awsome!
well the ones i've been hanging out with every weekend are.
i love them their great.
weekend was rediculously fun!
i looooove live.
i can't wait for the summer.
i need a job during the week.
badly.
and i need to get my license or at least take drivers ed reallly soon.
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[Saturday
April 8th, 2006 at
6:05pm] |
Soooooo.
this week was hard.
But this weeekend started off good with school.
Then i got to watch the season premire of degrassi.
then i went out and hungout with matt joncon kristen and rocco for the night.
yeahhhhh fun!
allie was with us for the first part of the night but then she had to go home. :(
i love hangout out with them their so much fun.
i hope i find something to do tonight.
ummmmm.
VACATION STARTS WITH NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!
:)
pumped much!?!
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